returned to reality today. lovedove came home and it was the cutest airport scene. the elevator doors opened to the luggage claim area and sofia spotted her mommy immediately. she ran (as fast as she could without falling) right into lovedove's arms. it was wonderful. we spent some quality time together before i had to leave for work and tonight its back to our normal routine of tv time on the couch. so happy to be back in our daily normalcy, with the exception of being fairly early into our 2ishww. still have a week until the beta test next fri. seriously debating some hpts weds or thurs. i feel completely normal except for my wanting to eat all junkfood. prob the progesterone and estrogen. who knows.
i've been feeling like there really is no pressure on this cycle. i am very comforted by how many embryos they were able to freeze and i feel like even if it takes us more cycles to be successful, we're pretty much set for the next few months. plus our insurance supposedly covers 3 ivf cycles so i feel very well covered. of course i hope for a happy result sooner rather than later, but all of this really puts me at ease, as much as one can be at ease while being very hopeful during the 2ww.
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3 wishes.
1. to like my children in their teens years and adulthood. LOL
2. to always happy enough in our jobs throughout our lives.
3. to be outnumbered by pitbulls (that get along swimmingly) in our old age (and that they dont get separation anxiety when we travel the world).
That's great that the progesterone isn't giving you too much of a hard time. I am not looking forward to using it. I'm sure it will turn me into a crazy person!
ReplyDeleteit isnt giving me too much of a prob, but i strongly recommend requesting a brand that comes with an applicator. this manual stuff is not that pleasant, it gets really pasty up there and thats not the most fun to clean off your finger constantly. (sorry if thats tmi, but its really bothering me)
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