day 30 !!

so i made it through 30 days of daily blogging (i only cheated and skipped one day, which i still feel bad about) and i dont think i want to blog on a daily basis ever again. im glad ive made it to the end, i just want to get this over with so here is the final qotd, #30.
Give us a link to one of your favorite non-infertility sites, or tell us about your favorite distraction activity/feel good movie/book etc. 
one of my favorite non infertility sites is SheWired although i really dont spend that much time on the computer other than blogging/reading blogs/fb-ing and checking email.
as far as distraction options, i prefer movies. particularly movies that don't involve babies or pregnancy, which leads me to children's movies. One of my favorite children's movies is Enchanted. I love Amy Adams, but i truly love the whole movie. true love, animal companions, funny wonderful songs, and susan sarandon as the evil queen, what more could you ask for?! i smile through 90% of this movie every time i watch it. i love it so much, i highly recommend it!

yay! thats the end of that!

so my super faint staining seems to have ended, although im still checking like a lunatic every time im in the bathroom. i went to lunch today with my sister and her boyfriend, and her boyfriend's sister, who i was meeting for the first time. my sister had told the both of them that i was pregnant (because my sister and my mother are not good at not sharing) and so they congratulated me. i thanked them about the congrats and then continued to say how nervous i was and how  much time there was for shit to go wrong. after that conversation, i was like, i must seem like a total fucking lunatic. however, i do totally think that women/people who haven't had infertility issues themselves and/or don't know anyone who has had infertility issues, dont give healthy pregnancies a second thought. i believe that they assume, that once you're pregnant, that's it, only thing to worry about is behaving properly for your pregnancy. after i got over my momentary weirdness, i remembered reading Roxx's blog at Bangkok Baby Project and her refusal to stress over the wellbeing of her pregnancy. she's right, because what's going to happen is going to happen and there isn't anything we can do truly. so i am trying to take that experience, and remember that i just want to be happy and thankful not only when people congratulate me, but all day every day. its going to take some work to get there, but i think i can do it. enough stressing already, i need to cut the crap.

i had to order more baby aspirin and progesterone today, and i also placed an order for a larger box of finger condoms. with shipping i got almost 5x as many for less than the cost of a box of 30 at my local cvs. my sonogram is two weeks away from today, and im thinking im going to take that night off from work. why not right?

so anyway, ill be blogging less, but reading everyone's stories every day. keeping my fingers crossed for ladies who have conceived long ago, recently, and those still ttc. i want to thank everyone for all of the encouragement and congrats i've received so far and i'm going to be sure to keep passing the love on.

ive got to get a move on, have to leave for work in an hour and there are many things to be done!

adios ladies!