Mother's Day

we had the best mother's day ever (to date). we were up and out early to the beach even though all of the meteorologists were predicting a gloomy/cloudy/rainy day. we got to the beach about 10:30 and it was absolutely beautiful. we had the most wonderful few hours. sofia didn't sit for more than a minute. she was running into the water and didnt get scared or cry when her tiny toes touched it for the first time this year. she just wanted to keep going. she loved feeling the water on her legs and falling down in it. she just could npt get enough. luckily we had multiple outfits just in case something like this happened, i couldnt believe how she braved the chilly water, but i was glad to get her out of her wet clothing and into the next warm and dry outfit. it was simply wonderful.

i know that mothers day can be particularly difficult for those ttc, but just know that we'll all get there. i know it seems like sometimes the day we're waiting for will never come, but it will. so happy mothers day to the ladies who are mommies, those who are mommies to furbabies, and those who are making their way towards motherhood. just try to enjoy the day ladies. find someone to pamper you, although it can be hard to get pampered when you're in a 2 mom couple, take turns i guess?

i have my next beta tomorrow and im a little nervous. i feel like i shouldnt be, i havent had any pain or spotting or anything that i would think should make me nervous. im just so hopeful and i dont want anything to go wrong.

(im sorry that my thoughts are super jumbled, my brain has been struggling lately to make sense)

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Post a picture of something that makes you happy.
i could post a million pictures, but here is one of my favorites from today. Sofia looks so big even though she's still only 20 months old. i just thought it was a really interesting photo, that happened to be taken on a very happy mother's day.